Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Time reali flies... how i wish i can go back 2 sch times when we can hav fun chattin, gossipin, binchin in class(dunno how 2 spell), waste our time in e toilet(s) (we've been 2 all e toilets, i guess-frm 1st floor to 5th floor- +red...lol)4 e past 10 years, holi had always been fun... but tis yr a bit- sian ka liao le.haiz, it's has dunno been how many years since i leave singapore- (cause a lot of things hav happen 4 past 7-8 years) i noe i shldn't tink of e past, but i reali couldnt 4get e ones whom i loved so dearly.... tt's e reason y my mum dun feel like gg anywhere..... actually, i thought tis year i can go overseas- but no hope le... more things comin up. my bro got a flat wif his galfriend n i guess they will get engaged soon... haiz.. wad does tis means? means my bro gonna leave me... our relationship got closer oni in tis recent years- where he started 2 b more concerned abt me- listen to my groanins n give me advices... n now he gonna move to a new flat... although is quite near- but i no longer can hop into his room n disturb him n gossip. no1 will suddenly appear in my room n "attack" me wif silly tactics. i guess i will miss his bolster attack, water attack n my towel defence......but i still wish him all e best cause he has found his lifetime partner. so currently, need 2 work 2 earn money n pay 4 my things... cause i dun wanna add burden to my family- so no holidays le... i reali quite scared abt tis job, dunno wad is it abt n dunno am i able 2 handle it... last time i always thought it will b quite some time 4 me to enter workforce, i nvr expected it can be so soon... it's time i grow up n contribute to my family... haiz, i rmb tt time before exams, we list down a list of activities to do.... but we have not done any of it... life's reali sad... when is e last time i watch movie? eh....... 4mths ago? although prom night isnt tt fun.. but at least i've experience a lot of my first time- first time stayed up e whole night(latest time i stayed b4 is until3am oni) tt day is until 9am(then i slp).. haha, although fun, but super tired. first time sing kbox in e midnight (2-6am).. first time walk in e orchard at 6am when there's hardly any1 2 b seen... n u can only hear bird chirping. first time cross the road in orchard without lookin out 4 cars... n lastly first time 2 slp 4 13 hrs (1 dec- 7.30 pm to 8:30pm) yea! shuan dao!!! guess wad? i haven tidy up my room.. so lazy right? i gonna do it now....
Tuesday, December 05, 2006